Thursday, 6 November 2014, 04:09
Kamu Segalanya Tak Terpisah Oleh Waktu
Biarkan Bumi Menolak
Ku Tetap Cinta Kamu
Biar Mama Mu Tak Suka
Papamu Juga Melarang
Walau Dunia Menolak
Ku Tak Takut
Tetap Ku Katakan Ku Cinta Dirimu....
i miss you. i still do. but you're no longer anywhere at sight.
I read our last email conversation. I know I shouldn't but it was unintended. It seems that you had to let go of me and that wasnt what you wanted to. Till today, even after 3 years, I am still finding the answer and I wouldnt rest in peace without knowing why.
You left me stranded alone all this years hoping for your return despite knowing very well that you wouldnt. But it's the hope that has kept me going all this years. They said I was once blinded by your love. Maybe they were true once upon a time but after all these years, is this still what it means by "blinded"?
Rmb those times when we used to question each other why we were chosen on top of many others, to be in the same school, same class, same home-school journey together and most important thing, to share such special close bond together.. Like those days, I can still feel you near... can you still?
Why were we met and why were feelings ignite when we had to let go in the end? Why were destined to be in the same class and got all closed when we had to leave for different specialisation at year 3? Why did we fall in love when we know it can never be? All these whys are distracting me.
I know I should have let you go. Facebook, instagram, twitter.. they don't have you in it at all. Maybe if you were to chance upon them, you would have thought that I may have forgotten. But deep down, do you think I could?
I COULD IF I WOULD. But ironically, even if i would, I couldnt.
I miss those days, the harsher we were, the bigger our love ignites.. Maybe we were younger those days, so bantering was the option. Maybe this is what it says as... kids' falling in love are the loveliest, the sweetest despite the harsh and annoyance. Maybe............
